Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says
these were the words i heard over and over again, belted out from the back of my girlfriend's bright yellow bug by two preteen's off-key voices. one of the kids was a girl who had just turned 14. her dad couldn't live with her and her mom because he was "mad ignorant". he would beat them up "because he was bigger, older, and stronger". 4 hours before she was singing with me in the car, she had beat up a girl at school so bad that the other girl had to be rushed to the hospital. the other kid was an 11 year old boy. his mom is a drug dealer and sometimes he has to find another home to sleep at because his mom is "busy". i took these kids out to chucky cheese for the girl's 14th birthday because her parents failed to remember the date. these kids both come one of the many projects of new haven. they call it "the G" (which stands for ghetto).
since i have another 3 months before i go to africa, i decided to find someone who could use the love and joy God has given me. i decided to give it to "the G". i have been going there almost 7 days a week for the last 3 months. there are shootings there almost every other day, drug dealers crowd every nook and corner, and condoms and razor blades cover the small playground that was built for the children. every wednesday, me and a few other incredible and selfless friends of mine have a bible study for both the adults and the kids and it is one of the most beautiful things i have ever seen. it started with just a few kids and now we have about 50 that show up every week. now i cant come within 50 feet of the place without moms and kids running out to greet me with hugs and hellos.
i was put on this earth to be with people like this. i live to put smiles on the faces of those who have no reason to smile. "the G" is only making me more excited and more prepared for what lies ahead of me in africa. but until i get there... you will find me singing selena gomez with the broken children of new haven in the back of my girlfriend's yellow bug.